You will be wondering what kind of parents could give birth to a creature like me... I might sound a bit soppy here, but I also have a biological mother and father, well, I should rather say I had, seen what happened... Anyway, I also was eager to know about the whole business, so one night just before my leaving from the Netherlands - that is 5 years ago -, a  [...]

Let's say that I look like a piece of ass easily fuckable, but unfortunately things are a bit different. This guy was a classic "throwaway" to consume at once - nothing more, I just felt like screwing him. I dated him for a while, what the fuck do I say, once he took me to a pizzeria, and then I decided that "tonight he will fall". The beginning was promising, he really had a way with the cunt... He didn't dig into it as if it had been his itchin  [...]

My father's fully disorganized life had some advantages. The house, especially some of its parts, such as the big wardrobe, hid a heap of things he got for an odd reason and usually never used. I came back from school (I was going to the 3rd grade) still wearing a dark blue leather skirt reaching my knees and a white shirt with a lace collar. I went down to the basement in search of  mom's t-shirt, which I wanted  [...]

The woman was lying down on the soft armchair in this enormous bedroom, busy leafing through the newspaper. She had rested her bare feet on a small table. The silk kimono was open on the top, shut only by the waistband, and left bare her beautiful legs nearly all the way to the upper extre  [...]

Alechin, one of the 20th century’s most brilliant chess Grand Masters, used to suggest two different game and attack strategies to throw his opponent into confusion. But at the same time he would prepare a third one without drawing attention to himself, and it was with this latter stra  [...]

I just needed to take a look around to start realizing ... it's not something I had to convince myself of ... a feeling of narrowness, of having a monolithic wall before me, with only a little hole for a single external tentacle ... By the way, that wall and tentacle now accompany me in almost every social relationship (let's even say in all relationships) ... actually, I'm surrounded by the infinite num  [...]

Up until now I still didn't understand the reason why my parents decided to make me attend a boarding school for my first few years. The school, run by priests and nuns, was quite renowned, only the teachers came from outside ... apart from that, it was a really monastic life. Every day there was the mass, prayers and warnings ... confessions ... did you touch yourself, l  [...]

Spring. The A-Day… 03.21.2003. This website of mine assumes the aspect of the coming season, through the contrast between the images and the concepts of the texts. I’m issuing a har  [...]